Showing posts with label Tapestry Workshop. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tapestry Workshop. Show all posts

Monday, 24 July 2017

Tapestry Workshop - the final day

On Thursday I spoke with Glenda (from work who had organised for me to attended the workshop) on the phone. Initially I was quite anxious to talk about my sense of failure at the workshop (in not understand the weaving processes) but Glenda was empathetic and understanding. She suggested if I was up to it to go back on Friday, see how everyone was getting on and take some photos to give me some closure. At first, I didn't think I could - but by Friday morning I was feeling better and decided to challenge myself to get "back on the horse" so to speak. So in the afternoon my daughter took me back to the wokshop. Everyone was surprised to see me, a few whispered about me to each other but I just tried to focus on being positive.
 Naoko was very close to finishing
 Marilyn who I was seated next was almost finished as well.
 Marilyn is a very experienced weaver and has done a number of tapestry commissions. Even she said she found his weaving techniques challenging!
 Before I left I asked for a photo to be taken of me and Maximo.
I also had one taken with his daughter Paola. 
A final group photo - minus me 

So what have I learned?

I do not cope very well in a group situation - I get overwhelmed and end up overthinking stuff!
I get frustrated easily when I do not understand a process - I blame myself and think I am dumb/stupid.
When I feel dumb and/or stupid I feel like a failure.

Sunday, 23 July 2017

Tapestry Workshop

The second day ...
 After patiently waiting for help (everyone was needing Maximo's help!) he finally showed me the next step which was to do a kind of know stitch over two warps but with a slight variation in that you did two  and the next two but one of the two was one before (if that makes sense??)
 Once I finished that it was on to the next blocks.
 He described this one as "two in front and four behind" which after some time of doing and undoing I finally got what he meant (I must be REALLY dumb!)
 Another block was doing little bobbles or french knots.
 He would slip the yarn through passing two or three warps then slip the yarn around and through to make a little knot, not pulling too tight....
  and then going back around the left of the warp to secure the knot.
 I think this one was "two and two" so you wrap around two but go back one.
 Each technique need the yarn to then be passed back through the open shed (I have to keep referring to a list of tapestry terminology to use the correct terms)
 I kept taking photos and willing my dumb brain to process the techniques ...I phoned Dane at TLC to have a chat with her as I was getting more and more frustrated with myself. 
 ..but in the end decided to go for a walk, clear my head and get some fresh air.
 I discovered a pathway with a sign pointing to The Labyrinth
 So I followed the path..
 admiring all the bush and trees around me.
.until I came to a sloping clearing where the labyrinth 
As I walked around the labyrinth I felt a strange sense of unwinding
Like to go in, I needed to go out..as the path wasn't a straightforward spiral.
 
It's hard to tell from the angle of the photo but it kind of double-backed on itself so to go in, you had to go out (if that makes sense!) Out of interest, I researched labyrinths and this one of the things that intrigued me.This is just a portion of what I found written here about the Labyrinth

A labyrinth is a complex and circuitous path that leads from a beginning point to a center.
In the Middle Ages, walking a cathedral labyrinth was a substitute for going on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem. Not everyone could make the long and arduous journey to the Holy Land, so walking a labyrinth in a church was a devotional activity. Today meandering labyrinths are often used as walking meditations, to focus the mind and put the walker in tune with the greater reality metaphorically represented by the labyrinth. The winding pattern also represents the circulation of vital energies within our bodies, and that pattern suggests the convolutions of the brain and the intestines--two poles of our body corresponding to our consciousness and its physical vehicle. To traverse the labyrinth is to bring into one wholeness all parts of our being. Walking the labyrinth is thus a type of Yoga.
...which took me one a journey of discovery...
as I am and have been drawn to spirals (korus) and the fundamental principles of them. How appropriate that TLC uses the SPIRAL as a method of learning in it's programme!
Such a good visual description of what I think goes on in my head. I feel like my mind is a maze and I'm going round in circles!
As I returned to the workshop, I continued to be calmed and inspired by the beauty around me...
It was so tranquil and peaceful.
“You never know what's around the corner. It could be everything. Or it could be nothing. You keep putting one foot in front of the other, and then one day you look back and you've climbed a mountain.” 
I am drawn to trees and the textural patterns of their bark 
I love the fibrous nature and texture of this tree. I've always been tactile (learn primarily through the sense of touch) From a very early age I recall wanting to touch  things, like peoples clothing for example if they were wearing something silky or furry Apparently tactile learners are closely related to kinesthetic learners which I guess explains why I like to move when I'm being creative.
 I returned to the workshop with renewed enthusiasm and energy. i planned to take lots of photos from here on in in effort to help me understand the techniques better.
Maximo described this one as two and two and the yarn was carried back through the open shed on completion.
Whereas this he said was "two and four" or four and two, as the yarn went behind four to the right and around two  in front. It looks similar to the one above but it in actual actually it's quiet different.
The pattern above on the right is made using a series of small knots similar to a french knot but then the yarn is taken back around the warp closest to the knot and slipped through the shed for two or three warps. Again, the yarn is carried back through the open shed on completion. 
The contrasting yarn got "wrapped" around the warp in a diagonal ascension.
Somehow I muddled my way though, not really knowing if i was doing wrong or right but not wanting to look stupid! A double soumak completed the block and Maximo said he would help me with the next technique in the morning.
Naoko who I travelled to Hamilton with, was much further ahead than me as were most of the others.I was trying to not let it bother me - but it was, and the more I tried to understand each weaving process the less I could comprehend
Sadly, on Wednesday - it all got too much (the workshop, the waiting to be helped and just my mental state of mind- I couldn't stop crying) so I ended up leaving and going to stay with my daughter who lives in Hamilton in the afternoon. 

Friday, 14 July 2017

Maximo Laura - Tapestry Workshop

My first day in Hamilton as part of a group of 12 woman attending a 5 day tapestry workshop with Peruvian Maestro Tapestry Weaver, Maximo Laura was exciting, anxiety-inducing and overwhelming. The workshop was being held at Houchen House Retreat and Conference Centre and was organised by Creative Fibre New Zealand. 
 After a brief introduction of himself, Maximo shared some of his processes and methods for weaving his designs. He comes from several generations of weavers and very experienced in the techniques and was here in New Zealand to share some of those with us. He said by the end of the week we would have learned 12 of them.
Some of his samples showing his patterns.
 
Then he explained how he mixed coloured yarns to get a wide range of colours.
 Four blends of blues to acheive tonal graduation.
Below: his colour charts of the range of colours each group would be working with.
..and a close up of some wool blends we would be using.

It was all very exciting!!
By this time everyone had chosen a workstation area but it was later that I came to understand he had segregated each table area into one group of three, thus make 4 groups to work within and each "group" had the same pattern but different coloured yarns for each of design.
From my group of three, I was handed this colour range which kind of surprised me given that so much of his work was really bold bright colours! I also felt a bit disappointed that I didn't get to chose but had the choice made for me by others that didn't want this one. The only upside was if we did do a greyscale tapestry (I was considering this for one of the community project panels depicting the 1940's to 1970's) I would have the knowledge of how to mix the shades.
Maximo showed us the basic weaving process using the looms he provided and after weaving a row of soumak we then were required to weave a 3-4 cm hem, changing the shed for each row. Unfortunately, my loom only worked properly in the UP shed, slipping out of the DOWN shed. (I'm not even sure if I'm using the correct terminology here!)
After that, the "teaching" fully commenced..
 He would explain what to do but then do each technique too quickly for me to process or see each step "STEP by STEP" ...and dumb me didn't understand/or remember what to do after he left me to help someone else. On the left we worked three blocks joining them with a special technique to eliminate a slit that would need sewing up. On the right we wove changing tones as we went from dark to light and "wrapped" a single contrasting yarn to join the slit.
Even though it "looks" like I'm weaving all this in real fact it's mostly Maximo's work. I did some floundering in attempt to do what he had just said to do but ended up undoing it again. One of the things I've come to understand about myself is I'm not an audible learner but I don't just learn by seeing either, though watching, reading and doing is the way I learn. I think I also need visual instructions and diagrams to refer back to, to help me understand and reinforce a process  (I tried taking notes but got frustrated with myself for not knowing how to explain/write down because I didn't understand the technique)

By this point I was starting to feel a bit like a failure as everyone else in the group was surging ahead....